pointless

doing everything for you is pointless anyway. i spent half of the month thinking about you, and loving you over and over again. every single day that i choose to love you, hurts me. The truth hurts me everyday, because I know, there is and will be nothing between the both of us, sweet thoughts and messages we shared everyday was all pointless, tho I thought that its going going somewhere. But now I see it all clearly, it was clear to me that there will be no chance, now every day that i choose to move on makes me happy and contented.